“hey mors, do you plan to quit game development eventually?”

i cant believe people ask me this shit. what the hell do you think i do with my life? i live for this shit. im not here for the money. you think i wake up just to get paid pennies by valve? i wake up because i cant FUCKING sleep. i wake up to a brain screaming with ideas like a boiling pipe full of rats. every morning, its like im getting punched in the chest by a dozen monkeys, because a vision i have to make real, and if i dont ill genuinely FUCKING DIE

i dont wanna DIE. i wanna make more games and i dont want people to take it from me. i wear two sets of socks just so i don't get blisters, just so i can walk this path, and you think im gonna quit??? why wont you quit from breathing you stupid piece of shit???